Happiness

Hi my name is Becca and for the first time in my entire life I can say that I am truly happy. 

 

It was a long hard journey to get here, but I finally made it. I'm here and I am loving every single second of it. Today for the first time, I was taking a long  walk by myself and I was realizing how nice it was to be alone. I spent way too long wishing I had someone, but to tell you the truth, I don't need anyone to enjoy life. All I needed to do was find the happiness within myself and today I finally did just that. 

 

I know there are going to be times that I hate the very thought of being alone. I know there will be times that I feel like I need someone to be happy. That's life though and I am expecting to have moments where I feel like that. But I will know that those feelings will pass. 

I still want to get out there and date, but I am in no rush to find anyone. If the right person shows up, then great, if not, it's not a big deal. I will not be discouraged if I don't find someone right away because I really don't want to find someone right away. I want to take things very slow this time. Something I never really did before. I want to be able to enjoy dating. I want to enjoy meeting new people. I want to enjoy getting to know someone the best that I can. 

 

 

So, I just want to say to all my readers that are going through hard times in their lives, look past all the negative in your life. Take time to get to know the person you really are. Find the happiness within yourself. It may take a long time to do, but you will and the journey will be so rewarding.