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I have been neglecting this blog lately and I feel pretty bad. 

A lot has changed in my life and I am happier than ever before. First and foremost, I have been filled with a lot of hope about my current situation with my son. I cannot go into details, but I am pretty excited and hopeful for the future. My son is my entire world and I'd fight for him until my last dying breath. I will absolutely never give up on fighting for what I know in my heart is right. 

I have so much in my life to be thankful for and it's pretty crazy that I ever failed to see that. Just the very fact that I can wake up each and every morning is something to be thankful for. I have a lot more than many people have, and I will never take that for granted. 

My main problem was that I would focus all my time and energy on what I didn't have instead of taking the time to see that I am truly blessed. 

Another update I have is that I finally found someone that loves me for who I am. This person makes me feel more alive than ever before. I believe that all those depressed and lonely night I experienced were worth going through because I finally found what I have been looking for my entire life. I feel safe, I feel loved, and for the first time I feel like someone truly cares about me. I feel such a strong connection with this person and I never thought it was possible to feel like this. 

So basically, life is great! :)